I’ve been feeling off lately. I’ve been feeling distant from this community and I’ve been sporadically posting online and pretty much non existent here on my blog. I do feel something is wrong with me. I’ve been significantly depressed for a long time, and it’s had some detrimental effects, as you might imagine. I’ve had a very short fuse, and have had to step back and yell in frustration quite frequently. I want to talk to my wife about this, but we’re on almost opposite schedules right now, so in what little time we have together I can’t muster up the courage to say anything about it. I know she’s seen it though, and I know I need to talk about it.