Fortunately I have been feeling better lately. I'm still a bit on the depressed/stressed out stage but I'm back to wearing diapers so that's a plus :) For some reason I lose all interest in wearing diapers when I'm depressed, I mean really depressed. You would figure that since wearing gives me a sense of comfort and security that I would crave it in a situation like that but no. When I'm in that everything sucks state of mind all I want to do is be an adult. I don't want to think of myself as a baby and I almost get disgusted with my fetish desires.
I did diapered myself over the past two nights and I forgot how much I loved it! I forgot the feeling of the bulky padding between my legs and the soft inner core against my skin. I forgot how much I love it when my wife grabs my diaper or pats/playfully spanks my bottom. My only thing now is, do I want to wear again tonight? Do I want to make it 3 nights in a row? Will it be to much...I don't know. My wife tells me she is cool with it and her actions back up her words, the problem is me. Am I ok with it yet?UPDATE:
My wife came home about an hour early that night which happened to be before I diapered up. So needless to say, I didn't get to wear that night, but I did wear yesterday for a few hours before she came home so that made up for it.