Wednesday, March 2, 2011

feeling better

Fortunately I have been feeling better lately. I'm still a bit on the depressed/stressed out stage but I'm back to wearing diapers so that's a plus :) For some reason I lose all interest in wearing diapers when I'm depressed, I mean really depressed. You would figure that since wearing gives me a sense of comfort and security that I would crave it in a situation like that but no. When I'm in that everything sucks state of mind all I want to do is be an adult. I don't want to think of myself as a baby and I almost get disgusted with my fetish desires.

I did diapered myself over the past two nights and I forgot how much I loved it! I forgot the feeling of the bulky padding between my legs and the soft inner core against my skin. I forgot how much I love it when my wife grabs my diaper or pats/playfully spanks my bottom. My only thing now is, do I want to wear again tonight? Do I want to make it 3 nights in a row? Will it be to much...I don't know. My wife tells me she is cool with it and her actions back up her words, the problem is me. Am I ok with it yet?

My wife came home about an hour early that night which happened to be before I diapered up. So needless to say, I didn't get to wear that night, but I did wear yesterday for a few hours before she came home so that made up for it.


  1. I have had that experience as well. No little stuff for me when I'm feeling super depressed. Fortunately, I don't feel super depressed very much anymore. I'm happy to hear you're doing better.

  2. Well I'm kind of glad it's not just me who ditches the diapers when their depressed. Sometimes, even in this community, I feel like no one really understand me. How could they I guess, we're all so different.