first anniversary

So today marks the first anniversary of my blog so I wanted to take a minute to reflect on the past 12 months and what writing this blog has done for me. When I started writing I really wanted to put myself out there. I wanted to document my trials and tribulations as a 20 something married DL. But most of all, I wanted my blog to help and inspire people.

I wanted for someone to say to me one day that reading my blog helped them to understand themselves better or it helped them to come to terms with their feelings. I can say with confidence that I accomplished my goal. I've had conversations with a couple of people who ended up coming out (for lack of a better term) to their significant others about this fetish and others who used my blog as a point of reference on what this fetish means to them.

Hearing stories like that makes me feel so proud. Proud to know that I made a difference in someone's life who I never would have met otherwise. I know a fellow blogger already does this *cough* abysitter, but imitation is the sincerest form of flattery. If anyone would like to share their story of how my blog or any other blog or resource has helped them in their struggle with infantilism and you would like to share your story let me know and we'll see about including it here.

The main goal of this blog is to help me to come to terms with this fetish. Ever since I was little (real little not ageplay little) I always wanted to know how something worked and why it did what it did. This blog is helping me to understand what infantilism really means to me and over the years my viewpoint has changed. When I was younger I called myself a teen baby then grew into an adult baby, even though I didn't really understand what that really meant. I later figured that I was much more of a diaper lover than anything. Now 7 years out of my teens and 21 years since I discovered my love of diapers, I realize that I do have a small AB side. Not only that but I realized that I've always had an immaturity that used to come out a lot more when I was younger.

As the months and years go on I want to continue to explore this fetish and see where it takes me. This blog is a journey of discovery and I am thankful to have you here to share it with me.